For the memory of a grave

I called you up
But you didn't hear me
I screamed out my anger
But you didn't notice me

I asked you out loud...
Have you loved me?

I begged for your presence
But even your shadow did not exist
I cried for your affection
But even your breath had disappeared

You left me wondered, alone...
Have you loved me?

Neither past nor present could answer my question
Only you...just you...
Have you loved me?

Or the days just went by
Without I ever touched and smelled
embraced and be amazed...
by the memories of your existence...
Have you loved me?

*Groningen, 23:04
For the memory of a grave